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Riffle

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March 13, 2015 was a day that changed my life forever. I became sick with MASSIVE abdominal pain and vomiting. The pain was so bad that I screamed and cried to point of not being able to breathe.

A trip to the ER determined that I had pancreatitis. Now, for years I was known as the forum lush, but had actually quit drinking several years prior to this, so this was not the cause. Over the course of the next 18 months (leading up to today). I have had 7 episodes, 1 of which involved 2 blood clots and a lifeflight to a hospital 2 hours away. I did really well over the next few months and slowly began to heal. In May of this year, it all came crashing down again.

As of today, I cannot work, I cannot exercise and basically dehydrate with any kind of physical activity. I go every 2-3 months, or more, for fluids.

I am not telling you all of this for sympathy. I need the Streaker Power to just keep me in your thoughts and prayers. The only people that know about this is my immediate family.

Lately, I have felt very lost and helpless, and useless. Just need a little prayer said for me!

Thanks all!!
 

dani3839

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Oh I'm so sorry to hear this Riffle, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!
sending streak power your way dear!!

:)HG:)HG
 

CareyG

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I am so so sorry Steph, you poor thing. I will of course keep you in my prayers hon! Please come by and chat anytime you feel alone, we are all here for you.:)HG
 

Riffle

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Thanks guys. Physically, I am doing decent now; emotionally, not so much. I feel like my family gets tired of hearing about it and I think that is why I tend to feel lost and like I do not belong anywhere. Y'all know my mouth and I am not shy, so this is a whole new experience for me.:)HG
 

dani3839

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so glad you feel like you have a place to come to and belong steph!!
it's very hard when life changes and you feel alone

:)HG
 

sorcer3ss

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So sorry to hear that you haven't been well this year steph and glad that you did come to chat to us about it. I know exactly how you feel I had a bad episode a couple of months ago and have been so glad I had the girls to talk to about it you feel like your family just gets sick of hearing about it. I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts.
 

Luck3Sevens

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May the Lord deliver you Steph and lift you up! Here's a healing prayer to recite:

God, you know me so well. You created me. You know the number of hairs on my head, and you even know the thoughts conceived in my heart before I ever vocalize them. You've told us to come to you and ask for every need of life. You are the God who heals, and you have the final word on my destiny, the number of years I'll live and serve you on earth.


I'm coming to you today as your child, longing to hear from you and asking for your divine healing. There's so much I don't understand about life. But I do know that with one touch, one word, you can make me whole. Please forgive me of my sins, cleanse me of my unrighteousness, and begin your healing from the inside out.


I don't always know what your will is Lord, especially in times like now, when I desperately seek your face. I offer you no promises, no bargains, no deals to exchange for my health. I simply bow my heart before you to tell you the desire of my heart: that I want to spend as many years as I can loving you here, loving others, and wanting to become more like you. However you choose to accomplish that is up to you—and okay with me. If you use doctors to provide healing, give them wisdom to know what to do. Regardless of how you accomplish it, the healing you give is always miraculous. And you deserve all the praise.
I absolutely believe you have the power to heal. You demonstrated that on earth, and you still heal in miraculous ways today. Even when my faith is weak, you say it is enough, and my love for you is strong. And I know you already hold my heart and life in your hands. It's up to you. If I can bring you more glory through healing, then that's what I ask for. That's what I desire.
But if your answer is no, or not now, I know that your grace is sufficient for me. Ultimately, I want your will to be my will. I look forward to spending an eternity with you. But Lord, if you have planned still more for me to do here on this earth, I not only need and want your physical healing, Lord, but a thorough, deep-down cleansing and strengthening—a whole-hearted renewal of all that I am. Because all that I am is yours. Use this trial to strengthen me from a "what-if" faith to a "no-matter-what" faith. And no matter what, I choose to honor you and give you glory.


In Jesus's name, Amen.

 

vixen777

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Steph you can of course come here anytime to talk, your family to us! That has to be so frustrating and exhausting mentally! Have you tried support groups? Maybe that would help & most of all your family
should never be tired of you reaching out to them, that is what family is for! I am sure you have a lot of pride but now is the time to get some help.:kiss
 

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